all it took was one incident to spoil everything. it was a great day, and it was about to wrap up when i had to go past a red traffic light with camera. not too sure if it flashed or not but i think it did.
given my worry-some nature, this is gonna haunt me for a least a few more days. not to mention that my earlier plans to take the car and drive a few of us down for supper is not gonna happen, simply because i have developed this phobia for driving.
maybe having this phobia is a stupid thing, that i should just continue driving and not let it affect my whole mindset. maybe. but not now. i still feel unsettled. few incidents have happened lately to make me think i can’t really handle the car properly.
